February 2011
3 posts
faith
i’ve never doubted You.
i still believe in You, now and ever since then.
i’ve been good.
please don’t let me down.
please.
old enough to know, too young to care
just a crazy 21 year old boy. one who loves to dream and think random thoughts. one who analyzes and sometimes(most of the time) over thinks the world around him. just a boy who is not scared to feel, not afraid to think and speak his heart and mind. just a young boy who is scared of becoming a man and growing up thus making it another year closer for him to enter the “real”...
April 2010
2 posts
i can use a dream or a genie or a wish
there’s just something about summer that gets me in that mood. i don’t know whether i’m depressed, emotional or i just have too much time on my hand to think about so much different things. i don’t know. i don’t really hate it, i get to express myself through words and text better. but i don’t entirely love it, i hate that i don’t understand what i’m...
i'm back
and my head’s filled with all this pollution
June 2009
7 posts
i'll make it worth every second, i'll make it...
Cause when I’m with you It seems so easy It seems so easy
- The Subways
it's a miracle waiting to happen
Eyes pinned on you from across the room Half-hiding, half-hoping That somehow it gives me away, so I don’t have to say
- Angulo
love is a fast song
What has love become? (What has love become?) It’s not like we used to hear in those old songs And it’s not like yours (And it’s not like yours) What has love become?
Whoa…your love is a fast song And I’m dancing ‘cause I’m loved again Whoa…my heart is in motion For the rhythm inside you Whoa…your love is a slow song It’s...
on and on we sing this song
This ride is drifting slowly to the side We’re swervin’ off the road Goin’ past the cones That warned us from the start
- The Early November
Drake - Best I Ever Had
we be chilling.
she's just not into you
maybe this happy ending doesn’t include a wonderful girl. maybe it’s you, on your own picking up the peices and starting over. freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: through all the unreturned phone calls and broken hearts, through all the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and...
“You can’t do this. You can’t put one relationship on hold for another. It’s like...”
– Unknown (via creampuff) (via plainpatwadup)
May 2009
21 posts
senses fail
people can pretend to be blind, close their eyes and shut out the view of the world. but no one can ever stop what they feel, sense and percieve.- ema6
lyrical lies
I feel fine and I feel good I feel like I never should Whenever I get this way I just don’t know what to say Why can’t we be ourselves like we were yesterday
stabbing westward - bizzare love triangle
I need some shelter, i need some safety. Photographs, they haunt me lately. Chasing shadows as the evening takes me. I’m still searching, but the picture’s fading.
Retrace...
it's time for us to believe even when we don't...
oh dear tumblr,
hi, i missed you. sorry for leaving you high and dry. i’ve been busy, super busy. just had a fun weekend. with meaningful conversations and playlists for all time. i think i feel like raping you up later. after i sleep and take a power nap. i’m back with things on my head.
catch you in a bit,
jay_ema6
control yourself, take only what you need from him
mood: extatic
song of choice: mgmt - kids
i just want to go on the record and put it out there and say i did everything i could with the given time, situations and scenarios.
i was giving.
i was understanding.
i gave space and consideration.
i gave everything i could with whatever was given.
pretty much it.
then again, i could’ve done more.
“the water is warm,...
plainpatwadup:
rick ross - rockin’ that shit
...
mashup
I’ve been here before a few times And I’m quite aware we’re dying And your hands they shake with goodbyes And I’ll take you back if you’d have me So here I am I’m trying So here I am are you ready And I’ll miss your laugh your smile I’ll admit I’m wrong if you’d tell me I’m so sick of fights I hate them Lets start this again for...
silent screaming
why is this eating me so much…? this is not good.
it seems so out of context
I wear my badge. A vinyl sticker with big block letters adhering to my chest. It tells your new friends, “I am a visitor here.” “I am not permanent.”
The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
tied to the testing of wills, when my heart breaks...
“It Didn’t Matter Before, Why Does It Have to Matter Now?”
what i understand is i don't understand
Funeral For A Friend - Juneau
Tied to the testing of wills Where my heart breaks and spills Left to the sight of the sky In your arms I’m defined We’re thrown to the wolves in the minds of your enemies In the minds of your enemies And I’m a stone in the eyes Of your foolishness Well if this is what I’m meant for I’m No longer interesting Fall forward just...
“A lot of people are afraid to say what they want. That’s why they don’t get what...”
– Madonna
“You can never replace anyone because everyone is made up of such beautiful...”
– Celine, Before Sunset
about me
just a crazy 19 year old boy. one who loves to dream and think random thoughts. one who analyzes and sometimes(most of the time) over thinks the world around him. just a boy who is not scared to feel, not afraid to think and speak his heart and mind. just a young boy who is scared of becoming a man and growing up thus making it another year closer for him to enter the “real” world. by...